unreasonable
petty
over sensitive
melancholic
full of tears
reverse psychology
stubborn
fear to face matters
running away
hiding
weak
vulnerable

were never words that described me in the past.

but now i feel like just dropping myself,
giving up,
and throw myself into despair.

at least its much better than what im facing right now.

but i wont.
because thats cowardice,
weak,
and a wimp.

human beings are born to think,
born to work,
born to do.

not born to run,
born to hide.

all the time what you see on the outside
is never whats inside.
in this society if all you see is surface deep,
then ive got to say i pity you.
because nothing is as simple as it seems.

behind every success are curtains and curtains to hide the pain, anguish, fear, sweat thats behind it.
most of the people never show,
thats why most of the people never know.

and then so why do people still work so hard for things that people dont appreciate,
people dont see,
people dont feel?

because eventually if you work hard enough and you win everyone else around you,
people will see it,
and you'll get what you want.

and thats when you know deep down inside of yourself,
who is the real winner here.

and most of us know that being able to get everything you want,
do everything you want,
is worth it for all the shit that goes on behind the curtains of your own glamorous stage.